when i go home next month, i'll have the chance to start all from zero. For that opportunity, i'd like to make some plans, scheduling, such as things i should continue doing, things i should start doing (e.g.: study as hard so that i can graduate soon), things i should stop doing. This time is for my own good. People will say i've changed. I used to help anybody i can help, even though it means sacrificing myself. I was not able to reject someone's request of help. Still not sure i can do it now, but i have to.
I thought people whom i've helped will help me in the future. Umm... not really. Instead, people who seldom ask my help, has helped me quite often. How do i make the conclusion of these?
Today i saw a church. then i felt i missed the mass. I missed the holy bread. But still not sure was it God that i missed... or was it the custom that i missed.
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