testimonials

I was just from friendster to look around. i didn't find any of the testimonials mentioning the person's weakness. Yeah... after thinking awhile... it is better to send a message instead of a testimonial when speaking about weakness. But i am hoping somebody will point out my weakness. Even in the testimonials. I had a little emotional play as I find people who does better than what I can do best. Sometimes i am so confident that I try to make more distance with those who are behind, yet i find out that somebody is in front of me. Since junior high, I have always wasted my time thinking about how i am until that moment; wasting my time checking my rank. What am i? some kind of superior envy?